How long has it been since I've sat down to record my thoughts? Even considering that question boggles my mind. Keeping my thoughts and emotions locked inside has been detrimental and become quite the habit as of late. Perhaps my mind will rest a little easier if I write some of them out, I am not truly sharing them yes? There is no harm in writing. So much has happened lately, so much of it is very good.
Where to start? The beginning would be the obvious answer, but that isn't quite as easy as it seems and I don't look forward to sitting here for hours to try and record it all. So for now, I will highlight the events that had occurred lately and I may look back on this one day and laugh. I have found a new home and a family that I am becoming very attached to. The Burning Tusk Tribe. Everyone I have had the pleasure of meeting has been wonderful. The interview was unnerving, but with some support from an unexpected source, I made it without fumbling too horribly. Much is happening with my new family, some of it concerns me and I hope they realize that I am willing to help those that are ailing in any capacity I am able. They have been winning my loyalty and devotion as I watch their own loyalty and devotion to one another.
I like to think that I've been making new friends in this new journey of mine. Mukwa, or as I was told to call him, Bear, is a delight to me. He has problems with his memory, a venture I've been looking into with potions at his request. Aevelina, my mentor. I am enjoying getting to know her and her gentleman Kal. I can see us becoming close friends. We are co-hosting an event tonight, something that I am so nervous about, but with her guidance and patience, I think it will go very well. I am using this writing as a way to not sit around and stress about it honestly. There are so many more, a forsaken woman whose words, from what I've seen thus far, never fail to make me smile. Pip, an elder of the tribe and her mate Urukha, I watch their closeness and I smile. A young girl named Kuv, even our conversation made me smile. I seem to smile a lot around this new family. As I write this, I realize that I am putting off naming one being in particular. This both makes me laugh and irritates me, those around me probably wondering why I sit here, writing and chuckling. This being is an enigma. I was told I keep my thoughts too secret. Why advertise how much of a fool I am? For once the huntress will not get her prey.
On to a safer thought process perhaps? Okay then. Yesterday was my first tribe meeting. Beforehand, Jay found me. Jay and I have had such a strange...relationship as of late. What he did however, surprised me to the point of speechlessness. He had obtained the Vial of Sands. I cannot even begin to describe how it felt the first time I transformed. Or how indebted I feel towards him. He truly is a sweet man. Too sweet for one such as me. Only time will tell where that leads. The meeting went well, I was introduced to more members of the tribe and afterward I almost obtained a new pet. A rabbit. Sweet little thing, we had thought that we knew who the rabbit was...but looking back now, I have to be wrong. We then went on an excursion to find something that would help with this sickness that is hurting my new family. I was honored to be allowed to come along and dismayed as I watched those around me become wounded by a powerful enemy. I realized then, I would do anything for the members of this tribe. One day, I hope to.
It is time I stopped wasting time now, perhaps I'll write again soon, to remember these moments in life.
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